It's been three days since I've been back. I came in scared, feeling unprepared as ever. Once I got here, I was overwhelmed. I couldn't believe I was being left alone to do this. I was lost, confused, without direction nor conviction. I still don't know what I'm doing, but God NEVER fails to give me much more than I ever deserve. NEVER NEVER NEVER. Through the disappointments and doubts, the only thing sustaining me right now is Acts 20:24 "However, I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me—the task of testifying to the gospel of God's grace." Nayoung if you ever forget, if you ever get discouraged, if you ever lose hope or purpose for your life, remember why you're still here. To testify to the gospel of God's grace, and be His beautiful feet that will bring good news. God give me a vision that's bigger than my petty dreams.