Reoccuring Dreams

To dream that you are smoking, indicates that you are trying to shield yourself and others against your emotions. You have trouble letting others in.

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David Lai said…

please update more! i have plenty of time to read blogs at work, and considering no one is awake when i am - i will definitely read it.

July 18, 2008 at 1:00 AM

jessica said…

I've had that dream before. I agree with that analysis. I miss you.

August 11, 2008 at 6:57 PM

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