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How was summer 2011?

I don't like saying things I don't mean, especially the term BLESSED, which is used very often in the church. I mentioned how cautious I am to use the word BLESSED in an entry back in April, and today I want to testify to how another promise has been fulfilled in my life.

So.. what is a promise I banked on?
[From a recent Creative Development exercise we did in Pubs]
How was this promise fulfilled?
Confession: I've heard this verse many times before and even memorized it--but despite knowing it in my head, I really doubted it in my heart. I knew Jesus said things like "No one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back is fit for service in the kingdom of God" (Luke 9:62) but I OFTEN looked back (and side to side) wondering if the way of following Christ was really the BEST LIFE I COULD LIVE. 

If I had to describe this summer in one word, it would be affirming. I've been affirmed in my job, my ministry, my relationships and I truly FEEL that there is just NO other way I'd rather live my life. I'm so confident that God's calling for my life is the FULLEST life I could be living, and I praise God for changing my heart of stone hehehe. GISG!

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